i have nothing
ive never never been so lonely before
i have no hope that this is gonna pass
fuck, there are alot of things i need to say to a few, but i know they wont listen, anyways, ive had enough chances. i went to far. i dont know how im going to fall asleep tonight, or how I am going to wake up tomorrow.
THIS IS ALL MY DOING I HAVE TO LIVE WITH THIS EVERYDAY THIS IS THE PUNISHMENT OF ALL PUNISHMENTS.
i cant even cry anymore, im all dried up. just the heavy feeling in my chest wont go away.
there are memories in every photograph I have.
there are memories In my bathroom.
all over my walls.
in the living room.
GETTING AWAY ISNT POSSIBLE.
the best days of my life seem are gone.